Weird ..???strangers

A weird day for us,hmmm how does I gonna say??It's kinda weird for me today ,we used to chat everyday in the internet and mobiles and even at school since 1 month plus but today the first day back to school, we does look like strangers.The way we talked just like very strange and weird.I never have these kind of feelings before and today was the first time.Is that a gab between us??I don't know why we will became like these..Are we going to be like these until this semester end??I hope it's not!!!But I still need to accept the truth..haiz hope things will back to normal.

SPIRITS never END!!!

Father GOD..

Father God,
I will try to submit my Permanent Residence form this two week and I pray that I'll get a good acceptable chance from the immigration.I know I've done something that I shouldn't do but I promise I won't do that again anymore.I also pray that everyone in the world are living happily and peacefully.

In the Jesus name I prayed Amen..

Shittest night for me!

What am i thinking the whole night actually??Help,I need a real friend who i can chat to!!There isn't even a single one beside me.I know i will fucked up one day,if i keep like these.I don't know what happened to me today??I really don't want to be like these ,im afraid of become back to an emo kid.What goes around comes around..Sorry God,I had enough for all these punishment!!I am suffering right now ,why all the things in my life always goes like not I planned..I am a human too and I have sense .I just want to be a normal simple special guy that's all i want.I am not after to be a perfect one.

And I wish i have a real friend beside me who I BELIEVED!!It's time to let go all the things ..Thanks

Will my life's in PERTH ending soon??

Alright this is how it's going to be and i hope it will works.I will try to submit my Permanent Residence form in these two weeks and I hope they will approve me.If they doesn't approve means that I will have to continue my studies on July and leaving this place next year . What if they approve me, I will postpone my studies til February next year and start working hard to earn lot of money and travel around the world.

Our memories

Happy Mother's Day ♥ ♥ ♥

I JULIAN OON here by wish all the mothers in this planet HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.
Mummy ,Happy Mother's Day !!!I love you forever and ever..Please forgive those things that I did wrong in the past,I promise i will be a good son.

Please SEE **Things that I wouldn't change from the day I came to this family.And It is, I hope my princess (future wife)will not mind staying with my parents after we've get married because without THEM i think I might not be living in this happy family and this colorful planet.And also without them I will not have the chance owning a beautiful wife like you and i will not be your Mr Right holding your hands walking together until the day we die**

Party ????

This was how i looked like before I went to the Party.Partying in a party that doesn't look like a party,Its LAME!And get tricked by an real asshole in the party.HEY Asshole FUCK YOU na !Yay congratulations to U,finally you've passed all the units and graduating soon.I'm coming back to Malaysia for your graduation don't worry!Just let me know when will the graduations held on okay? either Jun or July??I went to supper and dinner with Gerald after the lame party.And we've discussed things that running on July.This is how my July's will be 1 July -6 July ,our destination MELBOURNE woohooo after Melbourne,birthday party and Malaysia will be my last destiny :) This is how a life should be work hard and holiday smart !!!

"Two Out Of Three Ain`t Bad"

Part 2

What a happiest day for me..haha I really can't describe how my feeling was on that time and I didn't expect all these thing. Thank you ! Part 2 ehmm , I not keen on writing Part 2 but I have to because after today I will try my best to control myself and not leading any forwards. This was what I thought before all these happened today. Since I knew my friend has give up on her , why don't I give myself a chance to pursue her. Last time I don't dare to move any forwards.She never tells me anything andI really don't know what is the feeling she have on me and I'm afraid of being rejected. After I heard my friend said he told her he had a crush on her and she said the same too . My feeling was like been kicked down from the stairs from someone.

Firstly I was like seeing things without colors for a while and whatever I ate, it's just like tasteless.Who knows when I am trying to give up her , another friend of mine told me actually she had a crush on me neither and she is having crush on two guys .She is lost too and she doesn't choose either one because she doesn't wanna hurt each of us.

What should I do now?Should I move on or just give up?I asked myself . All I want is I want her to be happy that's it. Guess which i choose??heheee

If you are her, you will know what I've chosen . I chose not to give up and leading towards her. I've tried many times to tell her that I wanna move forward andI used to tell myself give her sometime maybe the time will help her forget about him and accept me.But until today I still can't change her mind :( oppsss this is damn sad.

Something just flash in my mind and ahha!!And I hope this thing will help me change her mind. This was why I am late to her house to pick her up today.Hope you like the ____ and the card.haha You're Just Fantabulous ..woohooo what's that mean??I guessed only both of us will know the meaning is.Sorry I've tried my best to rush to your house hope you won't mind.Yay...!!!!!I've met CHICKEN what a lovely bird and I like HIM very much.

By the way,I still can't change her mind.I know what is her thinking now.If you really like a guy more than the other guy,why don't you give you yourself or him a chance??Who knows what will happen next?If you've tried at least you will know how it will be and maybe the result is the one you wanted so far but if you choose not to you totally wouldn't know ??I am a failure but I absolutely enjoyed things that happened today and I hope that moment will stay there forever.This was our first and also our last for doing all these.To be honest,it was leading me forwards and I know it's time to let go now.We are still FRIENDS and remember the thing that you've promised me hah.Don't let me down anymore and I trust YOU!!

Smiles more just like Alex the one who take part in Master Chef.After I watched the master chef ,I totally addicted to his SMILE..haha tell u one thing, if u doesn't want to get older or look like an auntie .What you have to do now is Smile and laugh more ..I mean not laughing by your own like what you did on the IXX's barbeque..if you did that ,someone will think that you are a mental person..LOL im joking !!!Laugh in your heart and smile on ur face all the time , be pleasant all the time.Don't waste the smile that God's created on us .

Take Care and We will see how it goes....

All booked.!!

woohoooo...All booked!!!i mean the flight and hotel room to Hong Kong are finally booked!!! 2nd of October here I come Hong Kong ... what's next??Taiwan or Bali?? But before i depart to Hong Kong i need to spend my holiday at least a week in Sydney or Melbourne heheee!!

A real relationship

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A song that drive me back to a KID!XD

Suckssss...my piercing is gone now

I know i shouldn't but it's too late now,so the best way for me is to accept the truth. If you never failed,you never lived.

My new schedule :)

I've written myself a new schedule, so i will not mess up all my time .
Pie=Pies factory, Tafe=my college, Gym=fitness, Hanami=Hanami japanese Restaurant

PLAN SMART WORK HARD!!!:)

Monday Pie 0730-1030 , Tafe 1100-1700 , Hanami 1730-2200
Tuesday Pie 0730-1030 , Tafe 1100-1500 ,Gym 1500-1630, Hanami 1700-2200
Wednesday Pie 0800-1445 , Tafe 1530-1730 , Hanami 1800-2200
Thursday Pie 0800-1530, Hanami 1630-2200
Friday Tafe 0830-1500, Gym 1500-1615, Hanami 1640-2200
Saturday Gym 1000-1200, Hanami 1615-2200
Sunday Gym 0900-1230, Hanami 1615-2200

Nobody can do what I did..

Nobodys gunna love you like i did
Nobodys gunna kiss the way i kiss
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do
Nobodys gunna spend the way i spent
Nobodys gunna love you till the end
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do

Now since you've been gone girl ive been doing so good
Stackin that paper you know i made it out the hood
But still i find you being on my mind and i just wanna let you know
I heard you got a man but can he do it like me
Give you that lovin and take care of you like me
Cant you see i got what you need nobodys gunna give you more

Girl its crazy you were my baby
I shoulda never let you go
And no other can do it better
And your gunna see

Nobodys gunna love you like i did
Nobodys gunna kiss the way i kiss
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do
Nobodys gunna spend the way i spent
Nobodys gunna love you till the end
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do

Now we've been friends kickin it since we back in high school
There aint nobody that knows you better then i do
You can try, but you'll always find that theres no gettin over us
I know we both said some things we didnt mean to
But lets just put it behind us girl i aint mad at you
What we had, can we get it back cuz theres no point in wastin time

Girl its crazy you were my baby
I shoulda never let you go
And no other can do it better
And your gunna see

Nobodys gunna love you like i did
Nobodys gunna kiss the way i kiss
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do
Nobodys gunna spend the way i spent
Nobodys gunna love you till the end
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Nan ever do it better
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Cuz we belong together

Girl its crazy you were my baby
I shoulda never let you go
And no other can do it better
And your gunna see

Nobodys gunna love you like i did
Nobodys gunna kiss the way i kiss
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do
Nobodys gunna spend the way i spent
Nobodys gunna love you till the end
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do

Nobodys gunna love you like i did
Nobodys gunna kiss the way i kiss
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do
Nobodys gunna spend the way i spent
Nobodys gunna love you till the end
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do.

Two words to say today=

ehhmmm,well this is not part 2.Part 2 will continue when I have the time.Yay,the connection is back finally.Before i move on let's end this asap because it's 1.30am now and i need to wake up at 6.45am oh my god, what am i doing?I don't know,I just don't feel like going to bed now even i'm on my bed, I couldn't sleep because I know something important that I haven't do.hehee It's you BLOGGER.I can't sleep because I haven't write down on you yet.ahha silly.

Okay let's start,two words to say today =(Thank You).Although the weather was sucks and I'm still enjoying my day thank you.Hopes there will be more coming,haha you could say me greedy and I will say YES I AM.:P

Somewhere, there's someone who dreams of your smile and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile...so when your lonely, remember it's true somebody somewhere is thinking of you...

I am who I am.

This is my last Blog..(Part 1)

How am i going to express my feelings??hmm..I should wake up now, it's enough for me.Why should I and What is the point of doing all these??Thinking of u and missing u had become like my meal ,it is like breakfast,lunch,dinner and supper.And all of these started since the day I have a crush on you.haha..so damn crazy!!What i can say now,these is exactly like a dream.I should stop .......to be continue tomorrow due of the writer is very sleepy now!goodnight.CIAO!

First day returned to work.

I think i'm still on the holiday mode..Can't concentrate at all while was working but my brain was blank,can't think anything.Oh gosh,feel like wanna leave here and go travel alone.

I've addicted to these..

I've been searching this song for quite a while and finally i found it today. Listen to the part 3.21 to 3.43 ..this is my favorite part of the whole music.

My Dinner ^@^

Been eating my dinner at outside in the past six days and I will be bankrupt soon.This is my dinner on my last day holiday Beef curry,Bacon and Egg and garlic vegetables hehee can't share my dinner with others and eating alone in the house :(..Boring and my mind is thinking a silly question today..What it is? I felt jealousy when some guy hugs U ..Are you thinking the same with me when I am hugging and texting other girls?Will you feel jealous as well?

Hang Over @.@

Shitttt.I am late!!!.I missed the ship to Rottnest Island today and I'm still paying for the ticket.2 shots tequila,2 shots Bacardi 151 and a Corona Beer for me last night.And my head was spinning like a washing machine non stop until 4.30am @.@Damn It!!!

Fast 5...

Finally I've watched the Fast 5 movie!!Damn,what an awesome movie love it very much.Watched that with Gerald and ate our dinner at ToTo Restaurant which is a Vietnamese Cuisine in Victoria Park.Thank You Tina one of my friend who works in there,recommended me a Hot Lemon Tea because she seen me coughing non stop and didn't allowed me to have any cold drinks.^^ What's next??hmm where else haha going to METRO CITY later woohooo here I come METRO.Partying and enjoying my life these whole week and just received a bad news :( my boss is coming back tomorrow and our restaurant is reopening on Monday.Which means my holiday is ending tomorrow ewww?While I was watching the movie,I wonder the person who sitting next to me is YOU but it was only "A DREAM"..haha but I know this dream will coming soon.

Tonight I celebrate my love for you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you.No matter how you are,who you'll be and what you've did I'm still the person standing here waiting for you .

I did it ...yay

Things that I can't find it in Ipoh(my hometown) is these moment.Sunset the precious moment for me everyday.I don't know how am I going to describe today,it's Good Friday.I thought I'll be alone again today and luckily SU (my sushi master)rang me up this afternoon and we went out for lunch.We ate DIM SUM as our lunch and including today this is the second time i'm having DIM SUM this week.Although the bill was expensive and im still quite happy to pay for it because it is better than having instant noodles alone in my house. I start feeling lonely now, this is the feeling I hate the most.Now matter how pleasant I am ,I still defeated by a word LONELY.I 'll be good don't worry.
Yay , I found U and I did it finally.Don't be confused on the word of U,I'm not mentioning a girl. The U stand for the movie I wanted to watch for a long long time and today I've watched it "LION KING 2".How old are you julian ,still watching lion king huh?Well at outside Im trying to act like a mature and tough guy so people doesn't call childish and retarded anymore.But once I back to my room,I need to take my mask down.To be honest I'm still living in my childhood century, I wanna live simple and I want all the peoples around me smile and laugh when they are talking to me.I rather to be a clown in front of them.What does a clown duties in the circus, well their job duties is to make every people laugh, smile and forget about all the unhappy things.If you are one of my friend who doesn't smile much, I want to say "haleeeluyah" to you coz i will talk and make alot of weird and funny actions to make u smile.I was bring to this world to create sunshine for you.Oh well u might think Im a retarded guy but to me I won't.Because I think no matter how beautiful or handsome,fat or skinny and rich or poor you are, you still need to live happily aren't you.How could you live happily?Smile more and think positively.Don't wasted the gift that GOD gifted to US.This is what a LIFE used to be Sunshine <-3

I am super bored now!!

Minta maaf

Minta maaf ....

Everything need to come to an END..

Well nothing much more to say..Its END of story now!!No winner and all loosed:)

I wanna be insensitive

Oppss the night has turned into nightmare!!!

What night for all of us !!!get complained by neighbors because the music was too loud and we were yelling too loud.And sorry bro I didn't mean to hurt ya actually I didn't know she will tell u all these shit but im kinda disappointed actually I told YOU not to tell someone else things that I told YOU, but I wanna know since u promised me why u went to tell your best friend(Kelsey)?I punched the wall when i saw u both together!??why should i do all these shit??We were friends too but since you promised me YOU won't but in the mean while I heard your friend was trying to explain to me when i question her?..haha U thinks that is too funny thus?And I'm not a ball anyway if u like u come n play with me and when you are not in the mood U pushed me to someone else?I won't remember how you treated me.?I really doesn't understood what you are on about??please man please think I'm a human too..I have sense ok!!!

Marry me and Say you will..

I am Terrified ♥

I gotta the feeling ♥

I gotta the feeling that's tonight gonna be a good good night :)!!After waiting for this long period finally the party is here.Yea,a house warming party woohooo I LIKE IT.Not because I like partying and this is a party that all of my friends going to be.I can't sleep well last night.why??wait guess what..?the actual time now is 6.00am..hmm i guess 30 percents came from my emotions ,I am freaking nervous at the moment haha can't wait for tonight and the 70 percents causing me can't sleep well is the new piercing I did yesterday.Ouchh it's bloody painful now.Finally I had the piercing that I wanted for a long long time.Well this is what I need to sacrifice.MY NIGHT..

The first day after GYM..

Ahhh my whole body is damn sore right now.I can't even straighten my arm today.But these matter doesn't stop me going to gym again today woohoo..Went out to play basketball with my course mate Ian.He told me lot of things about the girl she like and every time when we meet up "THE GIRL" always appear in our conversation and "THE GIRL" never run away from our topic.I just tell him the truth that I saw and knew but I never let him know how I felt inside when he is talking about"THE GIRL"haha..how mad I am... But I think as long as "THE GIRL" is happy and ready to accept another relationship or if she is happy to be SINGLE.Well this is the happiest result for me to hear from her.I will be happy if she is happy too.

No one is perfect in this world but to me no one is born perfectly in this world but if we tried hard we still have a chance to be the perfect one.Never try never know, once you tried sure you will never let it go.

I doesn't like to fight with others in my life but I like how the feeling is when someone is trying to challenge me.I ain't a looser!!!

Am i living in the heaven or hell??

Happy Easter to you and CHICKEN.!!After few weeks,she is been crazy again tonight.OMFG where am i right now??hell or paradise??Should i have to report what I've done everyday to her,who the hell she think she is. Once again i really doesn't know what should i talk to her, and please you can't farking force me doing things that i doesn't like to do.I am Julian,i just want to live simply and happily that's what I expect my life is.Don't create problem and blame all these shitttt to me, I don't deserve all these if u want to create problem that's your business.And MYOB (mind your own business)!!woohooo finally i release all the anger in my heart :)hopefully i will sleep well tonight yay!!What an amazing Sunday for me today but still doesn't feel good at the moment because SHE misunderstood me and will ignore me from today onwards, well if YOU think I am such an asshole fine then,I have nothing to say at all.The more I explain to you the thing will get more worst and mess.Better keep quiet and shut up, but by here I really want you to know I doesn't mean it at all.If YOU have read these,you will know the truth.What a super tiring day,woke up at 7.30am and rush to Curtin University to join the GYM with Micheal and Tang Yong before I continue my writing I want to say that "I've make it",I have make my promises after talking about these for 2 months.What is the promise is??hmm...I have join Curtin GYM member and my member will valid until 17th April 2012.I have to push myself eat more protein food and gain more weight. So i will no longer been call skinny anymore.Say no to SKINNY.I finished my training at 10.25am and after the training I went to play basketball with my cousin and my team mates.Guess what ,who i meet in the basketball court haha (XIao Qiang) finally you have back to Perth for holidays and the last time you left Perth was two and the half years ago but kinda sad cause you didn't even tell me you are coming back to Perth for holidays before!!!(=.=") And the basketball game finished at 12.30pm and we went the new restaurant in Karawara which named TEN TEN for lunch .I ate a laksa for my lunch and I doesn't feel full enough after that , follow on with a Big Mac Large Meal on my way home and I never ate that much before since I moved from Jurien Bay to Perth .It was like 3 and the half year ago.haha..Another good news for me was I got extra money from my boss today and the amount was totally different that what i predicted..heeehee but whatever how much money on hand I will spent more quick than I earned.The means I earned $600 per week but wen i got the $600 , i will use a minute to spend all of it.haha how am I going to save money for my marriage later LOL...Thanks Shung (my boss) without you ,I might not achieve the things that I owned now.You never say "NO" when I requested something from you.You are the best boss for me in my whole life..I can say that I've dedicated to Hanami Japanese Restaurant.Thank you time to bed now oink oink

I lost my way..

I'm feeling so lost in this semester.what should I do??Should I continue keep doing all these thing?Sometimes i feel I am a dump, doing something that can't achieve in my life.I've tried my best and did the things that i never try before in my life to refresh her up but it's doesn't work at all.Sigh!!!And I hate Players!!!!

I just can't get enough :>

I've been away for four months,today's date is 13th April 2011.Wow never notice I've been a blogger for 7 months . At first,the reason I play this blog is to improve my English to sit for the Ielts test and now i'm kinda not worried about that these anymore because of some reason._________. Haha ,was that a good news or bad news for me ermmm I really don't know. I just know the thing I am doing now is good for my future. 3 more days and this term is going to finish, time really passed very fast even i can't get enough of it.Finally I've moved out from Temple Street and now i am staying at Maylands and just few minutes away from Hanami Restaurant (my working place).I am missing u badly more than i miss my myself , I cares you more than i care myself.

new post for year 2011

Hello Chicken..this is for ya!!