Part 2

What a happiest day for me..haha I really can't describe how my feeling was on that time and I didn't expect all these thing. Thank you ! Part 2 ehmm , I not keen on writing Part 2 but I have to because after today I will try my best to control myself and not leading any forwards. This was what I thought before all these happened today. Since I knew my friend has give up on her , why don't I give myself a chance to pursue her. Last time I don't dare to move any forwards.She never tells me anything andI really don't know what is the feeling she have on me and I'm afraid of being rejected. After I heard my friend said he told her he had a crush on her and she said the same too . My feeling was like been kicked down from the stairs from someone.

Firstly I was like seeing things without colors for a while and whatever I ate, it's just like tasteless.Who knows when I am trying to give up her , another friend of mine told me actually she had a crush on me neither and she is having crush on two guys .She is lost too and she doesn't choose either one because she doesn't wanna hurt each of us.

What should I do now?Should I move on or just give up?I asked myself . All I want is I want her to be happy that's it. Guess which i choose??heheee

If you are her, you will know what I've chosen . I chose not to give up and leading towards her. I've tried many times to tell her that I wanna move forward andI used to tell myself give her sometime maybe the time will help her forget about him and accept me.But until today I still can't change her mind :( oppsss this is damn sad.

Something just flash in my mind and ahha!!And I hope this thing will help me change her mind. This was why I am late to her house to pick her up today.Hope you like the ____ and the card.haha You're Just Fantabulous ..woohooo what's that mean??I guessed only both of us will know the meaning is.Sorry I've tried my best to rush to your house hope you won't mind.Yay...!!!!!I've met CHICKEN what a lovely bird and I like HIM very much.

By the way,I still can't change her mind.I know what is her thinking now.If you really like a guy more than the other guy,why don't you give you yourself or him a chance??Who knows what will happen next?If you've tried at least you will know how it will be and maybe the result is the one you wanted so far but if you choose not to you totally wouldn't know ??I am a failure but I absolutely enjoyed things that happened today and I hope that moment will stay there forever.This was our first and also our last for doing all these.To be honest,it was leading me forwards and I know it's time to let go now.We are still FRIENDS and remember the thing that you've promised me hah.Don't let me down anymore and I trust YOU!!

Smiles more just like Alex the one who take part in Master Chef.After I watched the master chef ,I totally addicted to his SMILE..haha tell u one thing, if u doesn't want to get older or look like an auntie .What you have to do now is Smile and laugh more ..I mean not laughing by your own like what you did on the IXX's barbeque..if you did that ,someone will think that you are a mental person..LOL im joking !!!Laugh in your heart and smile on ur face all the time , be pleasant all the time.Don't waste the smile that God's created on us .

Take Care and We will see how it goes....