Oh Well,Im back again after dissapearing for a year.Kinda lost since I've moved into this house and staying together with her.I think i've made a big mistake.More and more truth coming out.. I really does not wanna know how was your history could you at least tell me the truth so I won't be bothering you anymore.

Weird ..???strangers

A weird day for us,hmmm how does I gonna say??It's kinda weird for me today ,we used to chat everyday in the internet and mobiles and even at school since 1 month plus but today the first day back to school, we does look like strangers.The way we talked just like very strange and weird.I never have these kind of feelings before and today was the first time.Is that a gab between us??I don't know why we will became like these..Are we going to be like these until this semester end??I hope it's not!!!But I still need to accept the truth..haiz hope things will back to normal.

SPIRITS never END!!!

Father GOD..

Father God,
I will try to submit my Permanent Residence form this two week and I pray that I'll get a good acceptable chance from the immigration.I know I've done something that I shouldn't do but I promise I won't do that again anymore.I also pray that everyone in the world are living happily and peacefully.

In the Jesus name I prayed Amen..

Shittest night for me!

What am i thinking the whole night actually??Help,I need a real friend who i can chat to!!There isn't even a single one beside me.I know i will fucked up one day,if i keep like these.I don't know what happened to me today??I really don't want to be like these ,im afraid of become back to an emo kid.What goes around comes around..Sorry God,I had enough for all these punishment!!I am suffering right now ,why all the things in my life always goes like not I planned..I am a human too and I have sense .I just want to be a normal simple special guy that's all i want.I am not after to be a perfect one.

And I wish i have a real friend beside me who I BELIEVED!!It's time to let go all the things ..Thanks

Will my life's in PERTH ending soon??

Alright this is how it's going to be and i hope it will works.I will try to submit my Permanent Residence form in these two weeks and I hope they will approve me.If they doesn't approve means that I will have to continue my studies on July and leaving this place next year . What if they approve me, I will postpone my studies til February next year and start working hard to earn lot of money and travel around the world.

Our memories

Happy Mother's Day ♥ ♥ ♥

I JULIAN OON here by wish all the mothers in this planet HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.
Mummy ,Happy Mother's Day !!!I love you forever and ever..Please forgive those things that I did wrong in the past,I promise i will be a good son.

Please SEE **Things that I wouldn't change from the day I came to this family.And It is, I hope my princess (future wife)will not mind staying with my parents after we've get married because without THEM i think I might not be living in this happy family and this colorful planet.And also without them I will not have the chance owning a beautiful wife like you and i will not be your Mr Right holding your hands walking together until the day we die**

Party ????

This was how i looked like before I went to the Party.Partying in a party that doesn't look like a party,Its LAME!And get tricked by an real asshole in the party.HEY Asshole FUCK YOU na !Yay congratulations to U,finally you've passed all the units and graduating soon.I'm coming back to Malaysia for your graduation don't worry!Just let me know when will the graduations held on okay? either Jun or July??I went to supper and dinner with Gerald after the lame party.And we've discussed things that running on July.This is how my July's will be 1 July -6 July ,our destination MELBOURNE woohooo after Melbourne,birthday party and Malaysia will be my last destiny :) This is how a life should be work hard and holiday smart !!!

"Two Out Of Three Ain`t Bad"

Part 2

What a happiest day for me..haha I really can't describe how my feeling was on that time and I didn't expect all these thing. Thank you ! Part 2 ehmm , I not keen on writing Part 2 but I have to because after today I will try my best to control myself and not leading any forwards. This was what I thought before all these happened today. Since I knew my friend has give up on her , why don't I give myself a chance to pursue her. Last time I don't dare to move any forwards.She never tells me anything andI really don't know what is the feeling she have on me and I'm afraid of being rejected. After I heard my friend said he told her he had a crush on her and she said the same too . My feeling was like been kicked down from the stairs from someone.

Firstly I was like seeing things without colors for a while and whatever I ate, it's just like tasteless.Who knows when I am trying to give up her , another friend of mine told me actually she had a crush on me neither and she is having crush on two guys .She is lost too and she doesn't choose either one because she doesn't wanna hurt each of us.

What should I do now?Should I move on or just give up?I asked myself . All I want is I want her to be happy that's it. Guess which i choose??heheee

If you are her, you will know what I've chosen . I chose not to give up and leading towards her. I've tried many times to tell her that I wanna move forward andI used to tell myself give her sometime maybe the time will help her forget about him and accept me.But until today I still can't change her mind :( oppsss this is damn sad.

Something just flash in my mind and ahha!!And I hope this thing will help me change her mind. This was why I am late to her house to pick her up today.Hope you like the ____ and the card.haha You're Just Fantabulous ..woohooo what's that mean??I guessed only both of us will know the meaning is.Sorry I've tried my best to rush to your house hope you won't mind.Yay...!!!!!I've met CHICKEN what a lovely bird and I like HIM very much.

By the way,I still can't change her mind.I know what is her thinking now.If you really like a guy more than the other guy,why don't you give you yourself or him a chance??Who knows what will happen next?If you've tried at least you will know how it will be and maybe the result is the one you wanted so far but if you choose not to you totally wouldn't know ??I am a failure but I absolutely enjoyed things that happened today and I hope that moment will stay there forever.This was our first and also our last for doing all these.To be honest,it was leading me forwards and I know it's time to let go now.We are still FRIENDS and remember the thing that you've promised me hah.Don't let me down anymore and I trust YOU!!

Smiles more just like Alex the one who take part in Master Chef.After I watched the master chef ,I totally addicted to his SMILE..haha tell u one thing, if u doesn't want to get older or look like an auntie .What you have to do now is Smile and laugh more ..I mean not laughing by your own like what you did on the IXX's barbeque..if you did that ,someone will think that you are a mental person..LOL im joking !!!Laugh in your heart and smile on ur face all the time , be pleasant all the time.Don't waste the smile that God's created on us .

Take Care and We will see how it goes....

All booked.!!

woohoooo...All booked!!!i mean the flight and hotel room to Hong Kong are finally booked!!! 2nd of October here I come Hong Kong ... what's next??Taiwan or Bali?? But before i depart to Hong Kong i need to spend my holiday at least a week in Sydney or Melbourne heheee!!

A real relationship

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A song that drive me back to a KID!XD

Suckssss...my piercing is gone now

I know i shouldn't but it's too late now,so the best way for me is to accept the truth. If you never failed,you never lived.

My new schedule :)

I've written myself a new schedule, so i will not mess up all my time .
Pie=Pies factory, Tafe=my college, Gym=fitness, Hanami=Hanami japanese Restaurant

PLAN SMART WORK HARD!!!:)

Monday Pie 0730-1030 , Tafe 1100-1700 , Hanami 1730-2200
Tuesday Pie 0730-1030 , Tafe 1100-1500 ,Gym 1500-1630, Hanami 1700-2200
Wednesday Pie 0800-1445 , Tafe 1530-1730 , Hanami 1800-2200
Thursday Pie 0800-1530, Hanami 1630-2200
Friday Tafe 0830-1500, Gym 1500-1615, Hanami 1640-2200
Saturday Gym 1000-1200, Hanami 1615-2200
Sunday Gym 0900-1230, Hanami 1615-2200

Nobody can do what I did..

Nobodys gunna love you like i did
Nobodys gunna kiss the way i kiss
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do
Nobodys gunna spend the way i spent
Nobodys gunna love you till the end
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do

Now since you've been gone girl ive been doing so good
Stackin that paper you know i made it out the hood
But still i find you being on my mind and i just wanna let you know
I heard you got a man but can he do it like me
Give you that lovin and take care of you like me
Cant you see i got what you need nobodys gunna give you more

Girl its crazy you were my baby
I shoulda never let you go
And no other can do it better
And your gunna see

Nobodys gunna love you like i did
Nobodys gunna kiss the way i kiss
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do
Nobodys gunna spend the way i spent
Nobodys gunna love you till the end
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do

Now we've been friends kickin it since we back in high school
There aint nobody that knows you better then i do
You can try, but you'll always find that theres no gettin over us
I know we both said some things we didnt mean to
But lets just put it behind us girl i aint mad at you
What we had, can we get it back cuz theres no point in wastin time

Girl its crazy you were my baby
I shoulda never let you go
And no other can do it better
And your gunna see

Nobodys gunna love you like i did
Nobodys gunna kiss the way i kiss
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do
Nobodys gunna spend the way i spent
Nobodys gunna love you till the end
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Nan ever do it better
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Cuz we belong together

Girl its crazy you were my baby
I shoulda never let you go
And no other can do it better
And your gunna see

Nobodys gunna love you like i did
Nobodys gunna kiss the way i kiss
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do
Nobodys gunna spend the way i spent
Nobodys gunna love you till the end
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do

Nobodys gunna love you like i did
Nobodys gunna kiss the way i kiss
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do
Nobodys gunna spend the way i spent
Nobodys gunna love you till the end
Nobodys gunna play the fool for you
Nobodys gunna love you like i do.

Two words to say today=

ehhmmm,well this is not part 2.Part 2 will continue when I have the time.Yay,the connection is back finally.Before i move on let's end this asap because it's 1.30am now and i need to wake up at 6.45am oh my god, what am i doing?I don't know,I just don't feel like going to bed now even i'm on my bed, I couldn't sleep because I know something important that I haven't do.hehee It's you BLOGGER.I can't sleep because I haven't write down on you yet.ahha silly.

Okay let's start,two words to say today =(Thank You).Although the weather was sucks and I'm still enjoying my day thank you.Hopes there will be more coming,haha you could say me greedy and I will say YES I AM.:P

Somewhere, there's someone who dreams of your smile and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile...so when your lonely, remember it's true somebody somewhere is thinking of you...

I am who I am.

This is my last Blog..(Part 1)

How am i going to express my feelings??hmm..I should wake up now, it's enough for me.Why should I and What is the point of doing all these??Thinking of u and missing u had become like my meal ,it is like breakfast,lunch,dinner and supper.And all of these started since the day I have a crush on you.haha..so damn crazy!!What i can say now,these is exactly like a dream.I should stop .......to be continue tomorrow due of the writer is very sleepy now!goodnight.CIAO!

First day returned to work.

I think i'm still on the holiday mode..Can't concentrate at all while was working but my brain was blank,can't think anything.Oh gosh,feel like wanna leave here and go travel alone.