Weird ..???strangers

A weird day for us,hmmm how does I gonna say??It's kinda weird for me today ,we used to chat everyday in the internet and mobiles and even at school since 1 month plus but today the first day back to school, we does look like strangers.The way we talked just like very strange and weird.I never have these kind of feelings before and today was the first time.Is that a gab between us??I don't know why we will became like these..Are we going to be like these until this semester end??I hope it's not!!!But I still need to accept the truth..haiz hope things will back to normal.

SPIRITS never END!!!

Father GOD..

Father God,
I will try to submit my Permanent Residence form this two week and I pray that I'll get a good acceptable chance from the immigration.I know I've done something that I shouldn't do but I promise I won't do that again anymore.I also pray that everyone in the world are living happily and peacefully.

In the Jesus name I prayed Amen..

Shittest night for me!

What am i thinking the whole night actually??Help,I need a real friend who i can chat to!!There isn't even a single one beside me.I know i will fucked up one day,if i keep like these.I don't know what happened to me today??I really don't want to be like these ,im afraid of become back to an emo kid.What goes around comes around..Sorry God,I had enough for all these punishment!!I am suffering right now ,why all the things in my life always goes like not I planned..I am a human too and I have sense .I just want to be a normal simple special guy that's all i want.I am not after to be a perfect one.

And I wish i have a real friend beside me who I BELIEVED!!It's time to let go all the things ..Thanks

Will my life's in PERTH ending soon??

Alright this is how it's going to be and i hope it will works.I will try to submit my Permanent Residence form in these two weeks and I hope they will approve me.If they doesn't approve means that I will have to continue my studies on July and leaving this place next year . What if they approve me, I will postpone my studies til February next year and start working hard to earn lot of money and travel around the world.

Our memories

Happy Mother's Day ♥ ♥ ♥

I JULIAN OON here by wish all the mothers in this planet HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.
Mummy ,Happy Mother's Day !!!I love you forever and ever..Please forgive those things that I did wrong in the past,I promise i will be a good son.

Please SEE **Things that I wouldn't change from the day I came to this family.And It is, I hope my princess (future wife)will not mind staying with my parents after we've get married because without THEM i think I might not be living in this happy family and this colorful planet.And also without them I will not have the chance owning a beautiful wife like you and i will not be your Mr Right holding your hands walking together until the day we die**

Party ????

This was how i looked like before I went to the Party.Partying in a party that doesn't look like a party,Its LAME!And get tricked by an real asshole in the party.HEY Asshole FUCK YOU na !Yay congratulations to U,finally you've passed all the units and graduating soon.I'm coming back to Malaysia for your graduation don't worry!Just let me know when will the graduations held on okay? either Jun or July??I went to supper and dinner with Gerald after the lame party.And we've discussed things that running on July.This is how my July's will be 1 July -6 July ,our destination MELBOURNE woohooo after Melbourne,birthday party and Malaysia will be my last destiny :) This is how a life should be work hard and holiday smart !!!

"Two Out Of Three Ain`t Bad"

Part 2

What a happiest day for me..haha I really can't describe how my feeling was on that time and I didn't expect all these thing. Thank you ! Part 2 ehmm , I not keen on writing Part 2 but I have to because after today I will try my best to control myself and not leading any forwards. This was what I thought before all these happened today. Since I knew my friend has give up on her , why don't I give myself a chance to pursue her. Last time I don't dare to move any forwards.She never tells me anything andI really don't know what is the feeling she have on me and I'm afraid of being rejected. After I heard my friend said he told her he had a crush on her and she said the same too . My feeling was like been kicked down from the stairs from someone.

Firstly I was like seeing things without colors for a while and whatever I ate, it's just like tasteless.Who knows when I am trying to give up her , another friend of mine told me actually she had a crush on me neither and she is having crush on two guys .She is lost too and she doesn't choose either one because she doesn't wanna hurt each of us.

What should I do now?Should I move on or just give up?I asked myself . All I want is I want her to be happy that's it. Guess which i choose??heheee

If you are her, you will know what I've chosen . I chose not to give up and leading towards her. I've tried many times to tell her that I wanna move forward andI used to tell myself give her sometime maybe the time will help her forget about him and accept me.But until today I still can't change her mind :( oppsss this is damn sad.

Something just flash in my mind and ahha!!And I hope this thing will help me change her mind. This was why I am late to her house to pick her up today.Hope you like the ____ and the card.haha You're Just Fantabulous ..woohooo what's that mean??I guessed only both of us will know the meaning is.Sorry I've tried my best to rush to your house hope you won't mind.Yay...!!!!!I've met CHICKEN what a lovely bird and I like HIM very much.

By the way,I still can't change her mind.I know what is her thinking now.If you really like a guy more than the other guy,why don't you give you yourself or him a chance??Who knows what will happen next?If you've tried at least you will know how it will be and maybe the result is the one you wanted so far but if you choose not to you totally wouldn't know ??I am a failure but I absolutely enjoyed things that happened today and I hope that moment will stay there forever.This was our first and also our last for doing all these.To be honest,it was leading me forwards and I know it's time to let go now.We are still FRIENDS and remember the thing that you've promised me hah.Don't let me down anymore and I trust YOU!!

Smiles more just like Alex the one who take part in Master Chef.After I watched the master chef ,I totally addicted to his SMILE..haha tell u one thing, if u doesn't want to get older or look like an auntie .What you have to do now is Smile and laugh more ..I mean not laughing by your own like what you did on the IXX's barbeque..if you did that ,someone will think that you are a mental person..LOL im joking !!!Laugh in your heart and smile on ur face all the time , be pleasant all the time.Don't waste the smile that God's created on us .

Take Care and We will see how it goes....

All booked.!!

woohoooo...All booked!!!i mean the flight and hotel room to Hong Kong are finally booked!!! 2nd of October here I come Hong Kong ... what's next??Taiwan or Bali?? But before i depart to Hong Kong i need to spend my holiday at least a week in Sydney or Melbourne heheee!!

A real relationship

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A song that drive me back to a KID!XD