Stressful!!!

I could not concentrate on anything !!:..( it's really sucked and i hate myself ,i hate what I've owned,I hate my life ,I hate everything now!!!!My mind is completely blank now .I does not have the chance to share all the miserable things with others.Totally exhausted and frustrated now ,all the things was not what I planned before.What should i do?sitting here doing anything..?eh..what the meaning of living here?The longer I'm living here ,I feel like I fall behind.

Sleep less Night..

Holy Crap..It is twenty past two now and I am still hanging in Facebook.I can't even sleep tonight because I heard a bad news from my housemate.They were chatting in the living room and i just keep an ear on what they were saying.They are planning to move out next month possibly.Where can i move to?hmm....i think the best place for me to stay is in my home sweet home.I won't get kick out by anyone if I am there.Ipoh i miss you alot.A town that have heap of things that i can't find it in Perth.I've been away from blogger almost 1-2 months and now i started to playing it back because i can't tell anyone how do i feel at the moment.Bloody Immigration...Knn!!!They are planning to change the rules next year ,they been changing all the rules every year.How am i going to survive in this City?What i actually thought was don't bother anything ,finish my study and get the hell out of this nightmare city.I belongs to Ipoh.I'll be back Ipoh..By the way the best ideal house i gotta move on is to Eason's house.Woohooo,the rent is not that high and i can save more money $$..What do you think is more important in my life ?I will tell you wealth is the most essential thing in my life .Earn hard and save smart.I've got my IELTS's result from october the result was totally sucked,6 points for the L and R,5 for the written test and 4.5 for the speaking,I've applied for the second ielts on 11th December.Need to put more effort on it this time.Go go go....Goodnight