Oh Well,Im back again after dissapearing for a year.Kinda lost since I've moved into this house and staying together with her.I think i've made a big mistake.More and more truth coming out.. I really does not wanna know how was your history could you at least tell me the truth so I won't be bothering you anymore.

Weird ..???strangers

A weird day for us,hmmm how does I gonna say??It's kinda weird for me today ,we used to chat everyday in the internet and mobiles and even at school since 1 month plus but today the first day back to school, we does look like strangers.The way we talked just like very strange and weird.I never have these kind of feelings before and today was the first time.Is that a gab between us??I don't know why we will became like these..Are we going to be like these until this semester end??I hope it's not!!!But I still need to accept the truth..haiz hope things will back to normal.

SPIRITS never END!!!

Father GOD..

Father God,
I will try to submit my Permanent Residence form this two week and I pray that I'll get a good acceptable chance from the immigration.I know I've done something that I shouldn't do but I promise I won't do that again anymore.I also pray that everyone in the world are living happily and peacefully.

In the Jesus name I prayed Amen..

Shittest night for me!

What am i thinking the whole night actually??Help,I need a real friend who i can chat to!!There isn't even a single one beside me.I know i will fucked up one day,if i keep like these.I don't know what happened to me today??I really don't want to be like these ,im afraid of become back to an emo kid.What goes around comes around..Sorry God,I had enough for all these punishment!!I am suffering right now ,why all the things in my life always goes like not I planned..I am a human too and I have sense .I just want to be a normal simple special guy that's all i want.I am not after to be a perfect one.

And I wish i have a real friend beside me who I BELIEVED!!It's time to let go all the things ..Thanks

Will my life's in PERTH ending soon??

Alright this is how it's going to be and i hope it will works.I will try to submit my Permanent Residence form in these two weeks and I hope they will approve me.If they doesn't approve means that I will have to continue my studies on July and leaving this place next year . What if they approve me, I will postpone my studies til February next year and start working hard to earn lot of money and travel around the world.

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